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Sorry I haven't been on or active much in the past few months. Life has been... a deepening hole. And it is leaving me feeling drained, tired, and utterly uninspired to do much of anything other then stare at the tv and pretend to follow what is happening on it.

Don't worry, I don't intend to abandon deviantart or stop making things. I just... right now I am trying really really hard to feel something other then self-loathing, anger, and failure. Well, something other then those that doesn't end up with me feeling like an idiot for trying.

This last couple of weeks have been a tad better I suppose, then before... I think my drawing style has stabilized and I have managed to draw a few things that I don't immediately want to trash. No inspiration for 3d work yet though.

I am hoping to find a job this summer and get out of the place I am in at the moment. Then everyone can take care of their own animals/kids/housework/yard-work and then I don't have to be ridiculed for doing everything wrong every time I turn around any more. (maybe not every time I turn around, but often enough I am in the emotional place I am)

Anywho, yea, still here, working towards being better. Trying to decide if I feel up to doing another thank you journal, if I want to say thanks for everything, or just for the watches and llamas... or just the watches. Or if I just want to ignore it all and vegetate. -shrugs-

And yes, I know I still need to work on Fran from FF12. I just need to be in a better frame of mind to do the details justice.

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Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
This is my 3d account. I have a 2d art account as well: :iconxouri:

Programs I Use:
Blender 2.72b
MMD Ver.9.26_English
PMDEditor_139(says 1.0.0.0) english versions(from here on DA )
Photoshop 9

Hardware: 9 year old tower, 11 year old monitor, and a 7 year old tablet. And the computer dosn't support any pixcle shader over 1.8, and absolutely no vertex shaders.
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Ientina1234 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2016  Student General Artist
Happy birthday! I wish that you can have all you want and health! I'm very sorry for my inactivity, but I have 2 very bad weeks. Anyway, Happy Birthday again!
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torcenanaria Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! And no worries, I know how it goes. =^_^=
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Ientina1234 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2016  Student General Artist
No problem! Yeah, but I have a really bad week :( , plus a broken finger at the left hand, thank God is not at the right hand, because with the right hand I write. But I wonder , you want to made you a drawing of something that you like the most? I can do that if you like to tell me what you want me to drawn. So if you want tell me ,ok?
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torcenanaria Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
The offer is much appreciated. To be honest I don't know what i would ask for.

And my condolences on a bad week. I hope this next week will be better for you.
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drive21 Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2015  Student General Artist
thanks for the watch
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torcenanaria Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
most welcome =^_^=
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2234083174 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
happy Birthday
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torcenanaria Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you!
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2234083174 Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your welcome
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IceCreamLolita Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Student Digital Artist
W-would you like to join?

youth-society.deviantart.com/
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